Once again I have created too much work for myself. I tend to be easily influenced by my dreams and take steps to make the dreams reality. I go all hot and heavy after my dreams and then lose steam after a couple of months. Such is the case with my business (businesses). I have myself spread too thin and I have too many things on my plate to take care of that I forget about having the time for fun. Part of me wants to merge these businesses and I can with one of them but it won't ever amount to anything because I don't have the time nor the desire now.
And yet, as busy as I've been, I'm bored to tears. Fucking bored!!! Nothing is really happening at work but that doesn't bother me much. It's a job without a future and that's just fine with me. I don't want to work my way up the ladder anywhere. I just want to come in, do my job, and go home to the important things in my life. This job serves me well but when it's slow and I have too much time on my hands, I get really bored. During these times, I try to read but that makes me sleepy more often than not so I can only read in short spurts.
The nights are getting cooler around here and that's so nice! The days are still hot and I'm tired of it. Hot weather is not in my future.
Too bad California is such a shit hole. The weather is great but the state itself is in bad shape thanks to decades of Democrat rule. It was a great place to live when I was growing up. Now, not so much. The homeless are invading every corner and I get accosted frequently. Crime is on the rise in my little town and I see more and more of bad elements moving in. I keep trying to get the spouse to move out of state but he isn't budging on that account. He has a fairly stable job here that he hates but he isn't about to jump ship.
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